Anymore, people just make me sick.
Whenever I see certain somethings, I just think about how things were so much better before and how much of a joke everything has turned into. Of course, that's just because certain things have happened since then, but I've never really minded too much until now. Just seeing it, though.. It gives me a good laugh and makes me vomit a little in my mouth. Why was I such a fool?
Lately, I haven't cut myself because I'm upset. I've cut myself because I feel so numb that I'm not sure if I exist. Believe me, I hate it as much as you do.